In Our Grief, We Reach for Each Other…

31 May 2016

It’s the day of the funeral… he left us so suddenly. Behind my sombre, subdued presence, I barely hide the unbearable weight of my true grief. You feel it too…

I put myself to bed, only to finally collapse with the isolation I feel and succumb to my profound loss. But it’s our profound loss. You, my son, need me as much as I need you this moment.

In our desperate, shared desire to hold onto something – anything – while the world seems to be crumbling around us, our closeness and clinging turns to a greater form of intimacy. This is the total union we both seek. You want to lose yourself in me; I want to lose myself in you. It’s almost a gift from my husband… your father.

Close and clutching, we feel more than we’ve ever felt before, together or separately; we feel passion through our pain. We’re joined through action resulting in revelation. Life-giving in every sense. And we’re reborn… renewed, granted new life, filled with infinite love.

We hold each other, guiltless, blissfully happy. There is a future for us after all.

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May 31, 2016 at 7:32 pm

Darren says:

I’m trying to get over Tara Tainton’s deeply moving performance so that I can fucking write about this video. I “felt” while watching; now I must analyze. If we can’t articulate *why* something is good, then art, like feeling, fades. If appreciation is mute, no one will hear it.

Including the artist herself. That would be tragic, not just for her, but for all of us, because artists need encouragement to keep pushing themselves … and, more importantly, us. So if you found this video moving, tell her on this page. Take 2 minutes to think about it, and maybe tell her why it was moving to you. A moment in her performance, something she said that hit home, her camera work, her sheer daring in going into such a sad place with erotica.

For me, Tara, it was your wisdom here, portraying the character as lost and not knowing what to do. When life has been stripped of meaning, we totter uncertainly in a wasteland, looking for cover. You say at one point, “I don’t have the answers. Who’s going to give them to me?” Well, what one discovers is that no one will. Grief is finally solitary.

In the meantime, a mother and her son can at least comfort each other in the extremity of their sorrow. Many will judge the final act as one of desperation, and so it is. Frankly, not as bad as some acts. Men who lose everything can go on murderous rampages. Suicide lurks blackly on the horizon, blowing closer like a toxic marine layer. What Tara is careful to do — and she puts herself through no small amount of pain to do it — is to take the time to build up the emotions that lead to the crisis. We can say: No, this conclusion is not, SHOULD not, be inevitable; that it’s finally madness. True, doubtless. But at least we can COMPREHEND it, because of Tara Tainton’s willingness to, on rare occasions like this, go to the darkest regions of our common sexual landscape. She shows us how something like this can happen, in short.

10/10.

June 1, 2016 at 1:25 am

Michael says:

The first time I left a comment on one of your videos, it was a little over a year ago, with ‘I Do…All Over Again’. Yeah, that one that’s pictured in the right with you wearing that gorgeous corset and veil. I had been a fan long before then, but that video made me feel such a depth of emotion, I just had to tell how incredible the experience was for me. Since then, I’ve tried to sing your praise as much as I can for your beautiful art.

At the time, when you commented back, it seemed like you might not want to go into this taboo realm again. It’s a tough one to stay in because it means letting yourself feel not only the thrill of the fantasy but also the pain and sorrow of loss. I can empathize with wanting to play it safe and not wanting to face that feeling. But you’ve never been one to shy away from the most intimate desires, have you? ;)

Now, you bring us this magnum opus of emotional experiences. I was glad I had a box of tissues handy (and no, not for THAT reason). I just couldn’t hold back the tears. In fact, there were multiple times that I had to stop the video and recollect myself because it was almost too much to bear to see you so heartbroken. I wanted nothing more in the world than to see you smile again. :’)

But smile you did. Amidst all of the sorrow, there is a comfort to be found in the arms of the one who is still here and isn’t going anywhere…one who will always love you through the good times and the bad. I was grateful for the sense of hope you brought to this, Tara, summed up with the words you repeated over and over, “It’s all going to be OK”. I especially enjoyed the touching way you ended the video with the dawning of a new day. It made me think of one of my favorite songs, ‘Hold Each Other’ by A Great Big World…a sweet song for a sweet scene.

Tragedy is never easy. Yet some of the most popular stories are tragedies. Perhaps there is a beauty in tragedy that people need to see once in a while. After all, loss reminds us that none of us are here forever. It makes us appreciate those closest to us and to always love them today because you might not see them tomorrow. It inspires us to live better, fuller lives.

Tara, this masterpiece made me feel the beauty of tragedy in the most intimate way. You have left a lasting impression in my mind, heart, and soul. Thank you for this gift and for continuing to create your wonderful works of arousing art to inspire me live every day to the fullest. :D

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